教程看了一百个

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I have a confession. 我得坦白一件事。

I've watched about fifty videos on how to draw, 我看了大概五十个教画画的视频，

and I've barely drawn anything at all. 结果自己几乎一笔都没画过。

It's a trap I keep falling into. 这真是我总掉进去的一个坑。

Watching a tutorial feels like progress. 看教程总让人觉得自己在进步。

You nod along, you understand everything, you feel productive. 你跟着连连点头，觉得自己全都懂了，感觉特别充实。

But your hand never actually touches the paper. 但你的手其实压根就没真正碰过画纸。

I have three notebooks full of notes and almost no real drawings. 我记了满满三本笔记，但正儿八经的画几乎一张都没有。

At some point I realized I was collecting information 后来我才意识到，自己只是在收集信息，

instead of building a skill. 而不是在真正掌握一门技能。

Watching someone else do it a hundred times teaches your eyes, 看别人做上一百遍，教会的只是眼睛，

but not your hands. 手可完全没学会。

So I made a rule. 所以我给自己定了个规矩。

For every video I watch, 每看一个视频，

I have to spend twice as long actually doing the thing, badly. 我就必须花双倍的时间亲自去动手练，哪怕画得很烂。

It's uncomfortable. 这过程挺让人难受的。

But that's the only place the learning ever really happens. 但只有在这种时候，你才算真正学到了东西。