妈妈的语气
类别:成长
作者在催促儿子穿衣时惊觉自己神似母亲,终于理解了当年母爱的温度。
时长 60 秒 · 语速 146 wpm
字幕原文
This morning, my son ran to the door without his coat. 今天早上,我儿子外套都没穿就往门口跑。
It was freezing outside. 外面冷得要命。
"Put your coat on," I said. “把外套穿上,”我说,
"Now. “现在就穿。
I'm not going to say it again." 我不想再说第二遍了。”
And I froze. 然后我整个人愣住了。
That wasn't my voice. 那根本不是我的声音。
I mean, it came out of my mouth. 我的意思是,话确实是从我嘴里说出来的,
But the words, the rhythm, 但那用词,那节奏,
the little rise at the end, that was my mother. 还有句尾微微上扬的语调,完全是我妈。
Exactly my mother. 跟我妈一模一样。
For eighteen years I heard that sentence every winter morning, 整整十八年,每个冬天的早晨我都听着这句话,
and I rolled my eyes every time. 而且每一次我都会翻白眼。
I promised myself I would never sound like her. 我曾向自己保证过,我绝不要说话像她一样。
My son rolled his eyes. 我儿子翻了个白眼。
He put on the coat. 他穿上了外套。
After he left, I stood in the hallway and laughed. 他走了之后,我站在走廊里笑出了声。
Then I thought about her, 然后我想到了她,
standing in a hallway just like this one, 想着她也曾像这样站在走廊里,
watching me walk away annoyed. 看着我不耐烦地走开。
She wasn't nagging. 她当时并不是在唠叨。
I see that now. 我现在明白了。
She was just cold on my behalf. 她只是在替我觉得冷。
I called her at lunch. 中午的时候,我给她打了个电话。
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